The Girls

a day of beauty

2008-03-25T22:42:00.001-07:00

so after a ong day at the salon, mailli, julianna and jailyn looked beautiful with their silky straight hair. too bad for us moms who paid a pretty penny.... it lasted about four hours due to the humidity.

julianna's first real haircut

2008-03-25T22:28:00.000-07:00

bienvenidos al club al club al club de las feas.......

so during xmas time, i took julianna to get a haircut. this was the first time her hair had been cut. At this point when I washed it, it went passed her butt. But since its curly it would get tangled easier and i thought it was time to go for a cut. So like any milestone it became i family event and in the car went my mom, tia evelyn, karina, jailyn, mailli and lets not forget bella (the dog). all the little ones got their hair done. Julianna was a trooper. She handled the pulling, blow drying very well. She sat there like if she went to the salon on a weekly basis. She looked so different with her hair straight. Unfortunately after a day of beauty, the humidity and playing around turned her hair back to curls and up in a pony tail it went.

together

2008-03-25T22:03:00.001-07:00

I love that they are growing up together and being dependent on each other. I know that in the years to come their bond will only grow stronger and they will support each other and understand each other in a way no one else will.
There has been some really hard days with both being so young and close in age, but when i see these images and see how they look for each other, play together, take care of each other, count on each other.... it makes even the hardest day worth it. There is a bond in sisters. And to my sisters, i thank you for being a constant support in my life regardless of the circumstances. We continue to face life together, holding each other's hand, watching out for each other, and at the end of the day laughing together.

Zoey

2008-03-25T21:44:00.000-07:00

To know Zoey.... she is a funny girl. She has this face of "I didn't do it, I don't know how it happened, I don't know why Julianna is crying, it wasn't me" while she is laughing with guilt smeared all over her face. She is deffinately the tougher of the two. She still growls at people she does not know and even those she knows but simply does not want them to touch her. If I could capture her growl in a picture it would be priceless. At the same time she is sweet and full of love. She cries if she hears Julianna crying (of course when it was not her who made her cry), she runs to you and asks "what happen" with a voice full of compassion. she's my little zoey.

Julianna

2008-03-25T21:33:00.000-07:00

I swear I did not make her pose like this.... she called me to tell me she was ready for the picture and this is what i found. And i have to remind myself she is only 3!!!!!

So finally we got the girls a playground. It has been the best thing ever. They love going to their "park" as julianna calls it. Now in case you did not know, julianna was scared of the swings. and in just a few days she is doing tricks... like william markis. ( that's who she credits)

Julianna is quickly growing, she is learning to write her name. she loves to do her "homework". She will have an idea, "oh I know mami, ..... " it could be anything from baking to me staying at home with her, to her wanting something and then she will add "that's a great idea, right mami."

She has a very tender heart. She loves to cuddle. She loves to be with her parents and sister. "Mami, you and me and papi and zoey stay right here. we don't go anywhere. okay mami we stay here" She will look at me and out of the blue simply say "you're so beautiful" I love watching her grow and at the same time I wish she could stay like this forever.

Riding Around

2008-03-25T21:26:00.000-07:00

So this was Jonas' great find at a yard sale. I'm not sure who was more excited him or julianna to have a "motorcyle".
Notice a few details.... the way Zoey is dressed for one. She decided she wanted the peach shirt so she could be a ballerina. There was no way anyone could take the shirt off. I tried once i saw her in public like that but it was impossible. Notice the heels... these are real biker chics. And i love zoey's face in the middle picture... they look like they had a ride of a lifetime.

Easter

2008-03-25T21:17:00.000-07:00

I absolutely love this picture... I love the way Zoey is looking up at Julianna. She is always looking to see what she does so she can do the same.

Okay so I have turned into my mother, (do not be offended mami), but I cannot help but dress them exactly the same. And when i saw that the dresses came with a mini-me version for the doll, I could not resist. Sure I could have gotten one a different pattern, they had a rack full of dresses... but no. I simply cannot resist dressing them identical.

I must be living my dream of being a twin through them. ( I am still praying that I will have twins some day) and no I am not insane for those of you who thought i could not read your mind. Hope you had a great Easter.

Zoey's Candy Shop

2008-03-25T21:11:00.000-07:00

Zoey turned 2!!!! and what better way to celebrate her birthday than to have her very own candy shop. She does love candy more than anything else. So we set up shop. We had a backyard full of kids, played games, ate and before they went home they went shopping at the candy shop. The kids loved it... the parents are still trying to forgive me.

Zoey being Zoey

2007-10-08T13:03:00.000-07:00

So Julianna is dressing a my little pony into cinderella and zoey decided she'd rather hang from the stroller.....

the pictures have arrived...

2007-10-04T14:07:00.000-07:00

i've spent all day downloading and going over the 550 pictures that were in my camera.... We had some great memories this summer.... Enjoy.

FYI: when we came back we found an empty fish bowl, Mr Fishy is no longer with us. Julianna did not seem too bothered by it but she did ask about him. She concluded on her own that it was papi's fault.
She is so smart!!!!

Back in FL... Clearwater Beach

2007-10-04T13:49:00.001-07:00

Strike a pose , Zoey

Me and my baby

" Does he always make such funny faces? " Yes, Zoey, he's a Fabre
When tio Ignacio came to visit we went to Clearwater Beach with the whole Fabre clan.... it was a great day, the water was warm and everyone had a great time, except for when we found out Carlos left the ham in the freezer, there went half the sandwiches....

York Beach, ME

2007-10-04T13:42:00.000-07:00

The water was extremely cold, but the kids still managed to get wet. Julianna can talk her tia evelyn into doing just about anything....

Miniature Golfing in ME

2007-10-04T13:21:00.000-07:00

She's a pro....

Jailyn and Mailli are 7 and 6... Juliann 3. However when she is with them she acts like she is 6 or 7, she follows them everywhere and does whatever they do.

The best time for Zoey.... eating her ice cream

Pictures at the Cape

2007-10-04T13:04:00.000-07:00

Zoey with mama
Julianna and papi
Julianna showing Zoey the seashells she collected with papi
Zoey loves giving kisses, when she's in the mood.
Papi and Zoey

Zoey at the JFK Memorial

2007-10-04T12:56:00.001-07:00

Amazed by the waterfall
Running in the grass
Trying to hang from the fence
Learning the history

Thankful for our freedom.

Happy 3rd Bday

2007-10-04T12:34:00.000-07:00

This year we did not have a bday party for Julianna, but she did get two cakes. One on her actaul bday and the other one once jonas arrived to MA.

I am so proud b/c although i did not bake the cake.... I did decorate it with my version of a ballerina dress.

This one was on her actual bday... July 3rd. I see her and i can't beleive it has been three years.

lay down i said

2007-10-04T12:30:00.000-07:00

I'm not sure why, but zoey has this thing about putting whoever is next to her's head on her lap.
this time it was jailyn... next time it could be you. the funny thing is that you try to get up but she holds you tighter. and she has a very tight grip, you'd be surprised. i finally had to come to jailyn's rescue.

a girly girl

2007-10-04T12:23:00.000-07:00

Zoey's passion: Shoes and Bags!!!!!

She loves to put on the play shoes and usually has

about 3 purses hanging from her arm. Notice the different shoes.

We're working on matching.... she's not to concerned about it though.

Abuelita's Memorial Garden

2007-10-04T12:16:00.000-07:00

As promised to my gma, we were going to make a garden in her honor.... her final resting place. In about a week and a half, we carved out this little spot in my back yard. Everyone contributed in one way or another. I am able to view it from a lot of different rooms in the house and it's beautiful.

cookie time

2007-10-04T12:04:00.000-07:00

At least once a week, normally on fridays, julianna and i bake something. this time it was chocolate chip cookies (from scratch). It's a little tradition we started and she is at the age where she loves it. She always asks if we are making a cake. We try to do this while Zoey naps.... so to her surprise when she wakes up, like magic, warm cookies appear. Julianna is so funny b/c she feels the need to taste the batter after every ingredient, and says "ummm good, yummy yummy in my tummy" and of course she licks the spoon when we are all done. then she waits next to the oven till the timer goes off.

summer days

2007-10-04T10:20:00.001-07:00

I love this picture of julianna. This summer while we were in MA i was finally able to get a hat on her. She loves the hat. Usually she would tear it off the minute you put it on but not this one.

Zoey's new BFF

2007-10-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

Where's Ben???? this face is all Jessica.

Zoey could not kiss her enough, and like any mom, Jess was worried about the germs..... but Zoey paid no mind to her tia and kept kissing Olivia. Finally tia came and took the baby from mama since she was not protecting her from the free love zoey was so generously offering.

Olivia Hannah born June 1st, just in case you were wondering, she was born with all that hair.

at the park

2007-10-04T09:47:00.000-07:00

Not sure what happened....

She was under the care of Karina and Joey and when i went through the pics saw this one. I can hear her say "ouww" so i'm wondering she got hit on the forehead.

Hanging on by herself. her latest phrase for everything is "I can do it, by myself"

a fun night with cousins...

2007-10-04T09:07:00.000-07:00

Sam, Julianna, Jeremy and Zoey

Whatever Jeremy and Zoey were talking about made Julianna crack up....

Julianna teaching her BFF, Sam, the ballerina twirl

At the end of the night, Olivia joined the clan.

update

2007-09-22T23:13:00.000-07:00

needless to say it was a crazy summer, but on a better note, we did get to see old friends this summer. We got to go to the cape and see Jill, she graciously gave me one of her mom's homemade strawberry jam. i ate it all by myself and now need a refill. jill call me. and we also got to see jessica r. she joined us as we sang happy bday to julianna. and of course all our friends and fam who live in MA. i know you'd love to see pics however they are all still in my camera. i promise to download them this week.
on a sad note.... i will be entering the workforce again. i know you feel for me. i will no longer enjoy waking up at 9am and staying in bed till 10 watching tv with the girls. i will probably start in two weeks. yes i had to give myself a two week notice. jonas will be staying at home with the girls... we'll see how long that last. i'll keep you posted

In honor of an amazing woman

2007-09-10T17:09:00.000-07:00

As most of you know, my gma passed away on july 22nd, 11 days after she turned 95! She was a wonderful, courageous, and most of all loving woman. I miss her tremendously. Not a day passes where I don't feel the need to pick up the phone and call her just to say see how she's doing. She would have gotten a kick to hear that Zoey is a true coffee lover like herself. However, I cannot complain for the wonderful time that God allowed her to warm my heart. She truely gave herself to us; her gkids, great gkids and her daughter. She taught me to fight... she fought until the very last breath. not once did she show a sign of giving up. She taught me unity... her last words to us was her desire for the whole family to always be united. She taught me the value of family and of loving so unconditionally. She was an amazing woman that left her mark on everyone who met her. I thank God for His mercy and grace with our family. In june of this year my gma was hospitalized, at which point they told my mom she had dimentia. Since then she did not go out. I flew up in june with the girls and spent time with her. There was only one day in july where the WHOLE family was going to be together, so we went to get our family picture taken, all 18 of us. The next day my brother flew home, and the rest of us along with gma went to York Beach, ME. A family day trip like the good ol days. She had a great time. That was a saturday. The following tuesday, precisely the day jonas, the girls, and i were to fly home, she started her path towards her death. God gave us enough time to take our pictures, to have one more outing with her, and He gave me the opportunity to be with her until the very end. His mercy and His grace is endless. i could have very well been in florida when it happened, but my God takes care of all the details... the last week of her life, the whole family was again united. no one hardly left the home. The moment she took her last breath, we were in the room with her, making a joke and laughing. She was surrounded by all the love that she had deposited in us for so many years and she was hearing the sound she loved the most... our laughter. I miss her with all my heart but I take comfort in knowing she is in my Father's arms. Thank you all for your prayers during the most difficult time of my life.

Easter

2007-05-08T12:36:00.000-07:00

this was easter sunday.

it's no longer as easy to take pictures of zoey, here she quickly smiled for the pic before getting up to continue doing whatever it was that she was doing. she is too busy playing, walking, getting into corners, climbing on the furniture to stop and say cheese

yummy kisses

2007-05-08T12:27:00.000-07:00

zoey loves giving kisses. you pucker up and she comes rushing to you with her mouth open to give you a yummy kiss sometimes right before kissing you she will close her mouth. She seems to have gotten taller these last few days. she has extended her vocabulary, thanks to julianna, she has now added "no" and "mine" to her list. she now walks at full speed and hardly goes back to the old habit of crawling.

meet mr. fishy

2007-05-08T12:11:00.000-07:00

putting fishy in its new home

look at mr. fishy

this only lasted two days

So i decided maybe it'd be nice to get the girls a fish. we went to our local super walmart, julianna picked out her fish. first the sales lady had to convince that the big fishes were for ponds. she wanted to hold the bag the whole time we were shopping including the ride home. in my head i was reliving the part of nemo were the little girl shakes the bag uncontrollably... yeah. thank god it did not happen. we got home she helped put fishy in his new home. and then i asked her what should we call the fish... she said fishy mami, and looked at with a "drrr what else would we call him" kinda look. So this is mr. fishy. the first two days she would go to see him and if he was too still for her amusement she would demand he swim "Swim fishy swim" in the oh so sweet but demanding tone of voice she has picked up. and knocks on the bowl and the little fish begins to swim. now a few weeks later, she no longer pays that much attention to it and now i am stuck cleaning and feeding the fish.

little toes

2007-05-08T12:04:00.000-07:00

So for the first time in i don't know how long, i decided to paint my nails. julianna had been out with jonas and when she came home and saw my nails she said "wow mami, lindo (pretty)". and of course wanted her nails painted as well. so with papi's permission, i painted her toes.... it took her about five to ten minutes to walk after they were completely dry, and for the first few steps she walked on her heels so that her toes would not touch the floor. she then decided she no longer wanted her toes painted and asked me to take it off. now when we are in the car she paints her nails and feet with crayons, nice bright blue crayon!!! and tells me "I pinte nails" all her conversations are spanglish...

fun in the sun

2007-05-08T11:55:00.000-07:00

we took the girls to a pool with mailli and papito, tio and tia. they had so much fun. it took them awhile to get used to the water, it was still cold. but by the end they did not want to leave.

her first haircut?????

2007-03-28T20:16:00.000-07:00

So it was right about nap time for zoey, and i take her upstairs to lay down, i tell julianna that i will be downstairs in a minute. at first i hear her crying at the bottom of the stairs but then she quiets down. i didn't think anything of it... i was hoping to come downstairs to find her asleep. instead i come downstairs to see her sitting on the couch with adult scisors in her hand, this hair on the couch next to her and another strand of hair in her other hand ready to get chopped. i tried not to freak, just grateful that it was not worse. not sure where this strands are from i have a feeling by her hair now that it ios right from the front. so she has somewhat of bangs, but not good bangs. i now have to put a barrette at all times.

i'm not an infant anymore....

2007-03-28T20:08:00.000-07:00

a few days after turning one, zoey decided she was old enough to feed herself. whenever i tried to feed her she would press her lips and turn her face. she finally got a hold of the spoon, after posing for a pic, she went after her oatmeal. needless to say the oatmeal ended up on her tray and she exchanged her spoon for her fingers and finished her breakfast.

fabre cousins

2007-03-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

Zoey, Jeremy, Julianna, Samantha, Anabel, Jacob and Tiffany

say cheese

2007-03-28T19:46:00.000-07:00

going for a ride at the outlets

Zoey is so funny..... regardless of what she is eating or what she is doing as soon as she sees that you are going to take a picture of her she says "cheese". here she took a break from her strawberries to pose for the pic

how time flies....

2007-03-20T21:47:00.000-07:00

this is one of my absolute favorite pictures of zoey. here she was only one month and three days old. her hair was spiky black, her arms were thin. she was fragile. i am having a hard time accepting she is now one. crazy i know, especially since this is not my first. trust me i have a hard time accepting julianna's independence. maybe its the thought that this could be my last baby (still trying to convince jonas that a family of two is small) they really just grow up so fast.

Zoey turns ONE

2007-03-20T21:28:00.001-07:00

Papito playing with a ball

The kids had a good game of baseball

Jailyn, Mailli and Julianna

Our little girl turned one.

Julianna helped Zoey blow out her candle, after all it was julianna and zoey's birthday party. (julianna thought the party was for her and zoey, and she would quickly correct anyone who mentioned zoey's birthday by saying "no happy birthday zoey, happy birthday nana")

We had a wonderful weekend. My whole family flew down for her birthday and most of jonas' family made it. We want to thank each one for making the sacrifice and effort to be here, the day would not have been the same if we did not have our families to share it with. It has really been a wonderful year watching zoey grow. It completely amazes me how much growth we do in our first year of life. to think that a year ago she could not even roll over in the bed.... and now she is this little person, who in her mind thinks she is a lot bigger and wants to be more independant as each day passes.

Standing on my own

2007-02-07T20:26:00.000-08:00

Zoey has been standing on her own for a little while now. She does not seem very motivated to start walking. I'm still hoping that she will take her first steps by her first bday.

2007-02-07T20:12:00.000-08:00

Here she is putting on lipstick

my turn

2007-02-07T20:04:00.000-08:00

So julianna felt compelled to share her popsicle with zoey when she saw her crying. This of course was after zoey had eaten her own popsicle

Tea Party

2007-02-07T19:53:00.000-08:00

ok so its really a cafe party. here is our little girl serving her baby coffee. these last couple of months she has really turned into a girly girl. She walks around the house in her high heels, she even plays the drums in them, she changes her outfit and chooses skirts over jeans. she puts on pretend lipstick. She will be well rounded, puttin on gloss with one hand while changing the oil in her car with the other

Caught red handed

2006-12-29T15:08:00.000-08:00

Ms. Zoey decided to go through the diaper bag, take out a baggie of cheerios, spill it on the floor, and hey why not grab a few. Moments after I had just vacuumed the house. Perfect timing!!!!!!

Christmas Sunday

2006-12-29T14:57:00.000-08:00

Sadly, this is the best picture of nana. Let's just say she was not cooperating that day with the camera.

Zoey loved the dress her tio picked out for her.

So this year I decided to take julianna to paint her first ornament. I thought it would be a cute tradition, and great to see how her artistic expression evolves with time. So Jess, what do the colors say about her??

Double take

2006-12-28T17:43:00.000-08:00

i didn't realize how much they looked alike until i saw pictures of julianna when she was younger. in here julianna is almost nine months old an zoey is almost ten months. Currently they look so completely different, yet amazingly, are both the spitting image of me!!!

a trip to Seaworld

2006-12-22T20:14:00.000-08:00

Jornas with the girls

a family picture at the south pole, not as cold as i expected it to be.

Both julianna and zoey are scared of santa, maybe they know he's not the one buying the presents... hmmm, anyways we were in line at santa's house julianna was okay, kinda excited, until she saw him sitting on his throne. she froze and started to cry, she did not even want to pass by him. we thought zoey would do better so we sat her on his lap, but no, she too cried when she realized he was looking at her. just sat her there long enough to get the picture.

well we have had a very blessed year!!!! we pray that 2007 be a year of great blessings for you and your family. We pray that it be filled with love and laughter, with material and financial blessings but mostly with spiritual blessings. May 2007 be the year that you do great things for our Lord!

Julianna- the helper

2006-12-22T20:02:00.000-08:00

Julianna loves to help around the house. she wants to help me with the dishes, "No mami, nana do it" she put sthe clothes in the dryerfor me, and taxis zoey around. i'm hoping by age four she can start dinner.....

Zoey 9 months

2006-12-22T19:50:00.000-08:00

Zoey is now crawling all over the house and standing herself up on everything. She'd rather be on the floor than anywhere else. She went for her 9 month physical two weeks ago. She is now weighing 24lbs and 29in long. Luckily the doctor that saw her is not concerned about her weight. funny story about the pic on the right..... like i said she is all over the place. so i am on the phone with jess and all of a sudden i see zoey by the fridge. so instead of rushing to pick her up, i tell jess that zoey is licking the fridge cause she catches her reflection (even she finds herself so cute she wants to kiss herself). so jess says take a picture... and sadly i do. had this been my firstborn i would have picked her up as soon as i saw her around the kitchen and washed her mouth, so she'd be germ free. I'm thinking of just wrapping some towels around zoey's knees and letting her clean the floor for me. it's tough being the second child. i'm kidding, i'm not really going to wrap towels around her.

Grandma

2006-12-22T19:29:00.000-08:00

Julianna having cafe with gma. She says, "mami i want afe"

Not to worry its more milk than coffee.

zoey with her great grandma.

cookies.....

2006-12-07T20:44:00.000-08:00

this requires concentration...

a little frosting here......

don't worry i'll clean up

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final product

hhhmmm... is that more frosting

this was fun!!!!!

Back on...

2006-12-07T19:49:00.000-08:00

well i finally got myself another camera. The girls are doing great. Zoey is now crawling all around the house and she is starting to pull herself up. She is growing so fast. Julianna continues to learn new things. Today when I called her, she replied "dime mami" (pronounced di-meh) translates to tell me. usually she'd answer si mami (yes mami).
here are some recent pics....

Update

2006-10-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

So its been awhile since i have posted anything. Ms. Julianna broke my camera. She threw it in the dirt and now it won't open or anything. She is right smack in the middle of her terrible twos. She is certainly pushing to see how far she can go. today she sent me to time out!!! So anyway I am shopping for a new camera and as soon as i get one I will have some pics up.

We Still Believe

2006-08-25T07:11:00.000-07:00

Go Sox Go!!!!

Pool Party

2006-08-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

Julianna and Zoey have been having so much fun since Mailli and Papito moved to FL. (One family down, two to go... yes Jess we will get you too... Zoey is a missionary as we speak) They were swimming almost every day but now mailli started school, so no more pool parties. here she had the scab on her nose :(

Me & Zoey at the wedding

2006-08-25T06:48:00.000-07:00

Evelyn's wedding

2006-08-25T06:38:00.000-07:00

Julianna was the little bride at the wedding. She looked beautiful.... she went to the salon in the morning, they did her hair in perfect little curls. She sat there like a big girl in the chair by herself. After she was done, she kept looking at herself in the mirrors. After a long day and getting ready it was time for the show to begin.... her big moment.... the moment Evelyn had been waiting for since she planned the wedding.... the doors open.... julianna and papito are walking down the aisle holding hands. STOP!!!! wait that's what was supposed to happen. instead, julianna and papito are crying, papito dashes into the row of chairs and hides, raisa is now walking julianna half way down the aisle. I signal for her to leave her alone, julianna continues down the aisle alone and crying hysterically. Not quite the way we rehearsed.

It's tough being Two!!!

2006-08-14T21:26:00.000-07:00

Julianna has had a horrible two weeks, hence why there has not been any pictures of her. First she fell in the driveway and landed on her forehead. Huge black and blue. lasted for about a week. Around the time it was fading away.... she fell off our bed. She was sleeping and turned around and landed on the floor. Talk about a painful awakening. She hit her nose on the nightstand and another big bruise. Well guess what.... right around the time the scab from her nose was peeling.... she again fell outside, that was today. It had rained earlier and she was outside in flip flops, she slipped and now she has a HUGE fat lip. For a minute I thought she might have broken a tooth cause she was bleeding so much. Needless to say it has been tough for her.

Laughter

2006-08-04T21:36:00.000-07:00

Okay, I find myself cracking up everytime i see this.

If you look closely, you can see her two bottom teeth.

.....

2006-07-28T21:42:00.000-07:00

America's Next Top Model

2006-07-28T21:30:00.000-07:00

Julianna loves to put on shoes... hers, Jonas', mine, anybody. Today she was walking around in mine. She had her Easter bunny purse and the heels. All you can hear is clonk clonk clonk as she walked around the house. Of course she found a box of raisins that she had stored in her purse since who knows when. That was her one snack for the day.

Zoey is 4 months old

2006-07-25T21:33:00.000-07:00

Today i discovered that Zoey has two of her bottom teeth coming in. I can actually feel them!!! I felt a little sad that my little little girl is growing and growing. soon she'll be crawling, walking, running. i know i am pathetic, time just flies. So last weeek she started with her cereal. This week she started with carrots. They do not seem very appetizing to her. Spits them right out. i scoop them up and stick them back in. yum!!

Julianna turned TWO

2006-07-25T21:16:00.000-07:00

I can not believe Julianna is already two (july 3). We had a small birthday party for her in MA. She was a beautiful butterfly. It has been amazing to see her grow these last two years. I can honestly say I have never felt such genuine love. No offense to Jonas. A hug and a kiss from her seems so natural. I don't nor care to remember life before her.

The Girls

2006-07-25T21:03:00.000-07:00

So i decided to start one of these for the girls.... my dilema will be choosing pictures. i think that is why i haven't done it in the past. I am a picture fanatic, as you know if i send you Snapfish, it's never 10 or 20, more like 150.